Sunday, July 27, 2008
tennis fever! wth, i can't believe im staying back almost everyday to play tennis hahaha.
fun fun fun, tennis ihc's on monday wheeeee. Anyway, stayed back on dont know which day to mug which chuapeiting until like 9pm. quite okaaay hee. did alot of mathhhhhhhh bleah. oh and finally i broke my bowling high score on friday night at around 2am hahaha! yes, mama lim and i are crazy to bowl until so late, but i love my mama! even the cab driver said that teenagers nowadays don't really go out with their parents, he said i was a good boy. good bengbeng =) [181]
I breath revenge tonight. It never tasted so sweet. And baby, if I choke things down for a second then maybe I can starve this tragedy.Fys!
- DEAD
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Last night i went bowling again with mama lim =)
Being as competitive as ever, i wanted to win mama lim. I told myself to strike hard at every shot (venting my angerrr at the same time). Instead of winning mama, my score was pathetic, like really bad. After mama went out to take a puff, i told myself to calm down, and not keep throwing so harddddd. True enough, when i took my time and carefully delivered my shots, decent results came.
Maybe life's just like that too, when we try to force things and want it so badly, we just dont get it. We might even screw things up. So why not calm down and take things slowly, perhaps things might turn out our way. Yes, i promise promise promise N and my angels that i'll definitely get over this, and not be sad anymore. DONG SAD DONG SAD =)
- DEAD
Friday, July 18, 2008
Sigh, really really am having a hard time.
Just when i thought everyone was fine. That sob just had to destroy everything. Don't you even have any bloody manners? Look at your own messed up life before commenting on others. Seriously, just go and die.
Really, i wouldn't know what to do if my angels and sand weren't there. I mean, you guys are seriously awesomeeeeeeeeeeee. Shopping for presents, talking about everything. Shooting baskets and just telling each other about problems, i really loveeeeeeeee it. =D
Anyway, it's really been a rough week. I just felt so pissed at everything that i vented all my anger during training until coach told me to relaxxxxxxx. But it wasn't over man, i was asked to do something about my grades and even told not to go for training to next week. Ayee, everything isn't going my wayyyyyy.
i don't even mean a thing to you.
jealous hearts will leave us all in ruins
- DEAD
Friday, July 11, 2008
really, i should start listening to the people around me.
Nata, you're awesomeee.
- DEAD
Saturday, July 5, 2008
My first ever post ha. It's probably just gonna be my angels and SAND who'll be reading it, since no one else knows about this blog. Anyway, i want to dedicate the first ever post to my mama =DD. I really missed the times when my mum and i would go down to orchid country club and just bowl with each other, talking and enjoying ourselves. Coooool stuff. And mama played online mahjongggg too with me HAHA. Sigh, i reallly think you're the best mama in the world, to be with me when im feeling downnnnn.
I <33333 my mama (:
- DEAD
